The other day, Kylee was being super cute (like always).
A person stopped me and asked,
"Isn't she beautiful? Did you ever imagine how wonderful motherhood would be?"
I've been asked this question before.
Did I ever imagine I would love her so much?
Did I ever think that being a mom would be so great?
And to answer those questions, I simply say
"Yes, I did imagine it"
Please know that I don't say this out of pride or arrogance.
But Daniel and I went through a lot to get our little Kylee.
Our imaginations were all that we had
Often I would say,
"Is this worth it?"
"I can't do this anymore."
"What are we getting ourselves into?"
But then I remember watching my friends with their children.
I knew that this is what I wanted.
I knew that we would love her this much
Because we already loved her this much.
That love carried us through different treatments, doctors and failures.
Yes. I knew that I would love Kylee this much.